Crew Member Discloses Emotional Distress After Deluge of Backlash After Historic Trip

Crew Member during journey
Amanda Nguyen, a bioastronautics research scientist, was aboard the automated spacecraft in April 2025.

A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also included well-known figures.

The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who questioned its cost and ecological impact.

Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.

“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a public message, describing a phone call from a mission companion in the days following the journey.

She described the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to women's health research and conducted tests during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – including her lab work and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her roots – was overshadowed under the tide of gendered attacks.

She is widely recognized for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for survivors of assault.

Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a long campaign for accountability.

Finding Solid Ground

Months following fulfilling her dream, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose support were her lifeline. “Your support rescued me,” she affirmed.

She noted that amid the criticism, important benefits had emerged from the experience, such as increased focus on her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.

The Historic Journey

The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket lifted off from its launch site in April, carrying the historic roster on a 11-minute journey that crossed the internationally recognized boundary of space.

The diverse crew also featured accomplished professionals from various fields.

The venture behind the flight is a private space firm established by a Amazon founder.

Wesley Morse
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Maya Chen is a tech journalist and AI researcher with over a decade of experience covering emerging technologies and their impact on society.